This post is not about Miley Cyrus

It's not about how stupid she is, and why I hate her. Because she is so ridiculous, I refuse to even waste my time talking about it.

This is really about shoes. And about how when you can't walk, going to the shoe store (especially where they are all on sale!) is NOT FUN.
I walked in to Nordstrom Rack and seriously wanted every cute pair of shoes I saw:

Chances are, I probably wouldn't have bought the shoes, even if I wasn't crippled. Because I'm cheap. :)
Well...maybe that last pair. So cute!!

I'm praying that soon I will be able to enjoy the warmer weather and wear flip flops again. Because seriously? That's the best part of summer for me!

I'm majorly, totally, butt crazy in love with Josh!

Is it just me, or has anyone else noticed Paul Rudd is everywhere lately?
From roles in Knocked Up and Forgetting Sarah Marshall to Role Models and I Love You, Man, he is quickly becoming a staple in Hollywood's funny (albeit, crude) men.
And I'm loving it. I think he is the perfect actor to bridge the gap in those mostly-male-humor-but-trying-to-appeal-to-women-as-well movies that are all the hype right now. So far, he has mostly played the "good guy" in these movies and his character is usually offended (or completely un-relatable) with the vulgar, crass, "guy's guy". I think this is the part that could be appealing to the women who are forced to watch these ridiculous (however, almost always hilarious) films with their boyfriends/husbands/whoever.

Plus, he is cute. Not in a drop-dead gorgeous way, but in a sweet, perfect-boyfriend kind of way (with a little bit of awkward-nerd thrown in).

I think Cher said it best in Clueless: "Okay, okay......so he's kind of a Baldwin."

Because no matter how many guy movies he stars in, he will always be "Josh" to me. :)

A Day In the Life...

not to steal Raelynn's format, but time logs are a fun way to post!

7:34- clock in at work, almost late because the time clock sucks
7:35- log in to phone but stay on "aux" cuz I refuse to speak (on the phone, or otherwise) before 8:30 am
7:40- log on to Gmail and check my reader. something like 20 new posts (majority of them are from People.com and failblog)
7:53- quickly complete the 16 items I have for the day. decide against asking my supervisor for something to do because the answer is always the same.

8:15- daily morning meeting. nothing important is discussed
8:33- finish chatting with the ladies and turn back to computer
8:35- tire of looking at my blank desktop, open google, search for one tree hill gossip
8:40- decide that OTH 'behind the scenes' is pretty boring, close google
8:40- stare idly at my computer, decide to log in to phone and answer calls, but there are none.
9:45- hobble to the kitchen and make my instant oatmeal. but I hate it and don't know why I keep trying to eat it. force down a few bites until it becomes cold and lumpy, then throw it away.
9:50- realize I missed my chance at a call (and therefore, something to do) and put my phone back on 'available'
9:53- get text message from my brother saying that he is leaving for the Air Force on May 12 and I will not be able to see him before he leaves. have a 5 minute pity-party/mini cry-fest. seriously think about going home. recompose myself. reopen google.
10-10:30- search Google for everything from Easter recipes to heel pain to jelly bean poems. Intermittently check Reader for new posts, the only new ones are from People. I'm sick of hearing about Madonna and her Malawi adoption. seriously.
10:30- first phone call!! but it's just a transfer...
10:35- decide I want to make an Easter dinner: ham, garlic mashed potatoes, carrots and rolls. yum
10:45- IM my friend and bug her about Easter plans, etc. She actually has work to do and I feel bad.
10:50- google Taylor Momsen (i have no idea?) and look up recipes for hot cross buns; decide I do not have the desire to make those.
10:52- another call. quick and easy, nothing exciting.
10:55- open Paint and start making easter eggs. make a whole bunch, am very proud, email them to show my mom and set them as my desktop background.
11:15- wonder if it's too early to call Steve to see if I can come home for lunch and if he will make pizza?
11:27- Steve calls and asks if I want to come home for lunch; says he will make pizza. :)
11:45- open Reader yet again.. nothing. decide I'll write my own blog.
11:57- 3rd phone call... confused lady who has no idea what she's talking about. transfer her to get some help.
currently 12:21: I think you get the idea and now I'm going home for lunch. yay pizza!

Gets Me Through...

Sometimes, (okay, most times) the only thing that keeps me sane on Mondays is the anticipation of my Monday night tv shows. Unfortunately, they have been on hiatus for FAR too long. The placebo effect of the reruns has been just enough to get me through these past few weeks, but the new episodes tonight couldn't have come at a more needed time.

I know I'm admitting something pretty embarassing, but Gossip Girl is one of my shows. I came in on the third or fourth episode, but it's definitely a 'can't-miss' now. I love the drama and the sex and scandals. Oh, but I conveniently forget that they are supposed to be 15-18 and in high school.
Anyway...in case you care: We left off with Blair, on the brink of being expelled, losing Yale and her father's trust, using a picture (that Serena took!) of Dan and the new teacher-what's-her-name in order to get the teacher fired. Now, the rumor that they were 'together' was totally not true....until Dan went to her apartment afterwards and she said that 'since she wasn't his teacher anymore.......' so yeah. I have a hard time devoting myself to this show when Serena & Dan break up. Also, I love Chuck and Blair together. And since none of that is really developing at the moment, I am simply watching tonight out of loyalty and curiosity. :)

Now as for One Tree Hill, I'm gonna tell you whether you care or not. :)
I am one-hundred percent, wholly devoted to this show. I have spent too much of my life (six years) and cried way too many tears to give up on it now. Not that there is any reason to give up on it! They have sucessfully closed the gap in the 4-year jump, and I'm glad that they are in my age-bracket again. Things are getting good, too. Peyton and Lucas are (finally) together for real, they are getting married, and having a baby! However, tonight's episode promises some patented OTH drama. The preview (in case you haven't seen it, you can go here) hints at some tough choices ahead and a whole lotta tears.
I think when we last left the other characters, Haley had made a hard choice about publishing Sam's controversial essay, which may have a dire effect on her teaching position. They also had the first read-through of the screenplay with all the actors finally casted. (Btw, I'm still holding out for a OTH movie. It was, after all, Mark Schwahn's original concept for the story!) So I'm sure there will be a lot of stories going on aside from the Lucas-Peyton baby drama. Trust me, it's gonna be good!!

Needless to say, you know where I'll be at 7:00! I'm so happy my friends are finally back.
haha :)

(p.s. just to prove how much of a nerd I am, I titled this post after a song title...which is how OTH names all their episodes! fun little (nerdy) fact for ya.)

That Little Voice

I'm willing to bet that at one point in your life, you've thought "How do I know I'm hearing from God?"
I strongly believe that everyone hears from Him in a different way. Some people might hear an audible voice, others might hear His voice in nature, art, music, food, anything.
I know that I personally hear Him in many of those ways. However, I would say the most frequent mode of communication is a feeling. It's hard to explain, but it's like a nagging feeling in your heart and the pit of your stomach. It's also a feeling of contentment and just knowing that a decision is right.

Yesterday I was absentmindedly browsing craigslist jobs. I came across one titled "Concierge" in the "healthcare" category. I never look in the healthcare category, mostly I just stick to the Administrative/Office type things. I'm not sure how this particular posting came up, but I clicked on it regardless. (Honestly, it was probably just because I like saying the word 'concierge'.) Basically it's a font-desk/hostess position for an assisted living center for the elderly. After reading it I thought, "I could totally do this job!" I googled the facility and found out it is brand new and literally across the street from my apartment. Browsing the website, I discovered that it seemed like a very luxurious and welcoming place. Their craigslist posting was friendly, yet professional, and I emailed it to myself--just 'cuz.
The rest of the day and night, the idea of this job was constantly in my head. I woke up and it was the first thing I thought of. I decided then that I probably needed to respond to the ad. The more I thought about it, the more excited I became.
Working in a daycare was the most enjoyable job I have ever had. I love taking care of people's loved ones and growing attached to the kids. But another part of me craves a professional environment- working on a computer and being in an office. It dawned on me that this job would be the best of both professions! I could interact with the residents, be involved with caregiving (even if it is indirectly) but I would also be in an office environment performing administrative support duties.
And most importantly, I would be involved in something that mattered. I am so tired of working for the sake of paying the bills. I long to do something that I enjoy and something that means more in the bigger picture, ya know?
Long story short, I wrote a kick-ass cover letter, tweaked my resume a tad and sent it off. About 20 minutes ago.

Am I getting my hopes up? Possibly.

But I just can't ignore the 'little voice' that wouldn't let me pass this opportunity by.

Four-Eyes

I have to go to the eye doctor today. For some reason, I am really dreading it. I haven't been since I was probably 9 years old, and I am nervous. I am not looking forward to the idea of wearing glasses again, although I desperately need them since I am practically blind at this point. I know they will make a world of difference and my headaches will go away (and I will be able to pass the vision test at the DMV...). But I don't want them!! Maybe I am more vain than I thought. I feel like they are going to totally change my appearance and they will be in the way and I am sure I will develop the habit of unconsciously using my finger to push them up on the bridge of my nose...... Mostly, I feel like I will look like a nerd. (I am a nerd, but I don't want people to know that just by looking at me!)
I am totally having a "Stephanie" moment. Where's my Steve Urkel??

I am pretty sure I will get contacts, but not right away. I have to get over the idea of touching my eye first.


Anyway, I was looking online and found some frames that were okay, I guess. Although, I have no idea what's going to look good on my face. And I'm pretty sure my selection won't be as glamorous.

These by Baby Phat were my favorite of the ones I saw.
Then, because my sister loves hers so much, I looked at some Candies.

These are cute, but I definitely do not like the color.And then here are some from Juicy Couture, just cuz.



Only an hour left and I am not feeling any better. Although, this did make me smile.

Randomness

I have a lot of random thoughts and not sure how to make them all into one cohesive blog entry. Maybe bullet points and hyperlinks are my best option.

• I finally named my car! I wasn't really trying to name it, or even concerned with the fact that it didn't have a name. But as I was driving to work, I caught a glimpse of my car's shadow and it dawned on me: Fiona! FYI, my last car's name was Shrek, because the shadow looked like him, with the side mirrors as his ears and all. It made me laugh, so it stuck. So when I saw my new car's shadow, it still looked a little like an ogre, so....she shall henceforth be named Fiona. I like it.
  
  
• Since her single came out, I have been adamantly boycotting Lady Gaga. Everytime I heard the song on the radio, or heard her name, I immediately changed the station. It was mostly based on her ridiculous factor, plus the snippet that I'd heard of her song didn't seem like something I would enjoy. But the other day I decided to give her a chance... I listened to the song when it came on the radio, and yes, it was dumb. But it wasn't that bad. I have to admit, it's catchy. And I'm very entertained by the twang in her voice when she says "dance".
  But now....EVERY SINGLE TIME I get in the car, I hear that damn song. If it wasn't annoying the first time, it's definitely annoying now. Here's hoping that she comes out with another single before the boycott is back on.
  
  
• In other, slightly related news, I am totally in love with Ne-Yo. If you haven't listened to him, you really, really should. It's a little hard to admit, but my love for him is starting to rival Jason's. (I can't help it...his voice is so smooth and his dancing is so sexy! Plus, Jason is starting to get a little 'out there'. You know it's true!)
  My mom went to see Ne-Yo in concert on Friday in California. I honestly don't think I've ever been so jealous of something in my entire life. And for some absurd reason, he will not be making a stop in Denver. So sad. But at least she sent me pictures and videos so I can pretend like I was there. :)
  
  
• On Friday, Steve and I went to see Coraline: 3D. It was pretty good. The animation was really neat. But the story, which was by Tim Burton, was a little creepy. I definitely wouldn't take any children to this movie, unless you want them to have nightmares about psycho mommies and dolls with button eyes... Mostly, we went because it was in 3D. And we are huge 3D nerds. (as evidenced in the picture below...)

Okay, maybe we're just huge nerds. But I don't care, I love us. :)